Bare I

i am not a rude boy.
and i cannot get it up.
and i'm not big enough either.
sorry Rihanna,
i don't think it's gonna work out, babe.

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man-oh-man, do we have it good
question, Mark.

some of us wish we could lie like you can,
with your soft holes, so simple. safe.
just lie there with no responsibility in the act.

coz we're so scared of failing
so scared of performing
scared of the expectation
of being the male sex
of being judged -

we worry

wasnt emancipation about dissolving power?
didn't we have a sexual revolution?
did people not realise that the deep sexism comes not
from men against women, or vica-versa,
but from people who are scared to suck a cock,
and think eating pussy is disgusting.
who are dumb,
and keep genders as they are.
it is conservatives and the silent that are sexist!

we worry that our dick's are deformed maggots.
we worry we were the worst lay you ever had.
we worry that you will find out that we are nervous
and terrified creatures.
we worry that you'll find out that it's all a lie.

well, i'm bored of that.

fuck that.

it doesn't take any balls to lie;
that's why we do it all the time.
i've had enough of feeling like i have to make excuses,
when i don't fit the dream

to all my future lovers, i must run, yelling:

NO - i'm not gonna provide!
NO - i'm not gonna say forever!
NO - i'm not always gonna give you an orgasm!
NO - i'm not gonna be true!
NO - i'm not gonna die for you!