an excersise in chopping up

sentences. everyone is so fucking COOL (as cool as sunglasses) Mauer - Park - Berlin where every weekend is a festival where there are so many legs - coz it's april: all these legs like i'm gonna cry LEGS!# striped & tight, or else bare and open. i have to puke. i am a mess. i am crumpled, like neglected notes. scribbled and blowing down the road. brooding in public. in the light. i need to get out more. i never felt so lonely as in paradise. alone without the constant pressure of a hug. or the beat of the sun, hurting me. making me feel alive. the population of fists in the mosh-pit. the orgies that have to happen, to stop us from going mad. it's much easier to belong in a smaller group that is not daunting or crowded with competition. where there is space for everyone. where legs are familiar. shift.